i’m back again! can’t believe it’s already nearing the end of week4. time passes so quickly when school begins! =(

have been busy with mugging and studying and mugging and meetups and mugging and slacking and studying and internships!

yeah, you get my drift. and it doesn’t help when my monday and tuesday are always so long! =( from 830 stretching to 4 and 1030 to 9! no kidding. busy with organising events for nbs week. haha. learning some dance but always cant seem to remember the steps =(

had an interesting fact of the day:

DO YOU KNOW why fast food restaurants use red – ’cause red excites you to go into the shop and hurries you out once you finish.

cool right.

alright people, hope everyone is doing fine! (:

havent been in touch with other good friends for quite some time already. well, i believe that friendships need maintanence or it will rust. so i will prob try organising some outings. haha. =)

okay, here are some pictures from recent activities!

Links:

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=3529708&l=3f7b4d5401&id=522211924

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=3529708&l=3f7b4d5401&id=522211924

actually it’s quite long already. the 2nd pic. shows how much i’m lacking in life. LOL. i want fun fun fun! =D

school’s in;holiday’s out!

school has started! it’s the same old cycle again. wake up, go school, come back, watch teevee, sleep.

but one happy thing aside is that, my fridays are freeeee. so that means i’ll have a long weekend. HOHO.

these days i’ve been busy researching about INSTEP, thinking about which countries to apply. though the $ is quite a significant sum, but i believe it’s a investment worthwhile =D wanna go to Europe countries! yoohoo. *thinking about it makes me excited. haha.

apart from this, i’m busy sourcing for internships. doing my PA this coming hols, so gotta start applying now.

mm. hopefully this sem will be a good one, with good results and happy times to go with. =)

and of cuz, not forgetting 21st bday! cant believe i’m reaching this age now. seems so.. old to me. lol. u know, 1 yr plus and i will be in working society le. so freaking fast =( sighs. oh ya, i prob wun be celebrating my 21st here in sg if i manage to get the placements i want. haha. should i be happy or sad..

looking fwd to tisa’s 21st bday partee! =D

butterfactory

when the night gets young; everyone comes to parteeeeee!~

the 4 weirdos decided to go butter factory yesterday just to have fun and soak in the atmosphere and gain a new experience. we reached at 9 plus and only gotten in around 11. the company was great, there were plenty of laughs and drinks. haha. but the real thing comes after 130 when all of us get home in sx’s car.

nightmare begins.the only 100% sober is heem. the rest of us were high-ing around. omg. details to be shared in secret. HAHA.

i think this night will be a night for us to remember and perhaps where one’s true self is revealed? hahaha. really love such experiences once in a while to really let go and release whatever that is long suppressed inside.

hello everyone, it’s the new year (:

feeling pretty lousy now; depressed?

gotta go back to school in a while’s time for some ‘dancing’ lessons.

well, there’s so much i want to say here but i cant, for privacy reasons.

i’m exhausted recently

and i’m not ready for anything now.

2009 has been shit year, let’s not pull it into 2010 (:

it’s the new year again!

it’s the time of the year again. with people making new year resolutions for 2010, looking back on the past year’s accomplishment. for me, 2009 has been a crazy year. close friends would probably know why. the drama i experienced is perhaps, what a normal person wouldn’t ever get to experience. all the emotions, i felt it too this year. it was tiring, exhausting and frustrating at times. i hated myself for not being able to handle such situations, if i’ve handled it well, perhaps, everything would be fine and there wouldn’t be such dragging going on.
i’m glad everyone is so patient with me and so willing to forgo my mistakes, but i know, this cannot be it. i mean i dont feel good too. sighs.if there’s a sin list, i’d probably fill up most of the list. HA.HA.

for the first time in my life, i felt such a loser. such a hypocrite creature. and it’s during which, i question myself who is the real me. ’cause i don’t know. i can be crazy at times, i can be quiet at other times. i may not look like it, but occasionally, i want to go club and just let my hair down. (though i never have this chance, lol) there’s so much more to me behind this mugger face.

and this year, i experienced the brutality of life. not really of back stabs but rather, the selfish part of people. living for yourself. trust. even the friends you think you can rely on, turns out otherwise. it really disappointed me that time, but well, i learnt to take it in my stride and keep a closer watch.

finally, i know no matter what, i know i will always have the support of my friends, which i’m really thankful for. they will be the ones who will forgive you no matter what mistakes you make and make you stronger each day.

okays, time for new year resolutions (:

1. make decisions that make me happy ’cause you are ultimately living for yourself

2. go exchange during year 3

3. healthy lifestyle

4. be more committed to school activities

5. don’t neglect love ones

BASICALLY

don’t worry, be happy! ((:

happy new year to all!

Sometimes it’s the truth you’ve been trying not to face, or the truth that will change your life. Sometimes it’s the truth that’s a long time coming. Or the truth that you prayed would never see the light of day. Some truths may not be heard the way we hoped they would. But they linger, long after they’ve been said. But the kind of truth I’m most thankful for? The kind you never see coming, that falls right into your lap. XOXO, Gossip Girl.

Sometimes it’s hard to see the lines we’ve drawn until we’ve crossed them. That’s when we rely on the ones we love to pull us back and give us something to hold onto. Then there are the clearly marked lines. The ones that if you dare cross, you may never find your way back. XOXO, Gossip Girl

Life isn’t a fairy tale, and happy endings are few and far between.

In life, as in art, some endings are bittersweet. Especially when it comes to love. Sometimes fate throws two lovers together only to rip them apart. Sometimes the hero finally makes the right choice but the timing is all wrong. And, as they say, timing is everything. Looks like this story might just have a second act. Let’s hope it’s not a tragedy. XOXO. Gossip Girl.

雨天

Every girl needs a man; the kind that will treat you right as well as others; the kind that has enough respect for himself, family, and others; the one that will change for you to just be with you. The kind that searches for you with his heart, the kind that can be trusted alone with a room full of many other beautiful ladies, the kind that won’t cheat on you cause he knows he’s got all he wants and needs already, the kind that’s willing to be your friend and lover, the kind that doesn’t mind calling early in the morning to say good morning and late at night to say good night; maybe even sing you a good morning and tell you a good night story or talk to you until you fall asleep. That kind that will do anything for you, even if it’s just to buy your favorite kind of candy. The kind that will defend and fight for you, the kind that won’t ditch you for his friends when you need him the most, the kind that won’t leave you lonely and wondering. The kind that isn’t afraid to smile to his friends every time you’re around and tell them, “She’s the one.” The kind that appreciates you for the things to do for him, even if they’re small gestures. The kind that actually thank you for the little love notes you leave him, the kind that is willing to wait for you when you’re falling behind, the kind that will actually open the door for you, take you out on dates once in a while and buy you flowers cause it’s a Wednesday. The kind that notices your hair when you just got it cut or done beautifully for him, the kind that reminds you that he loves you and that he’s happy with you in case you forget. The kind that kisses your forehead when you’re down, the kid that tells you to be strong and not to cry, the kind that will go through think and thin with, and for you, the kind that just loves you for who you are. That kind of man, that’s the kind you keep.

from tumblr.com

when i’m bored

Create a new post, copy and paste this message, delete my answers and type in yours. Then tag 10 good friends and family. The theory is that you will learn one new thing about each of your friends.

(i’m tagging everyone whom i link, do it if u find life now too plain boring )

THREE NAMES I GO BY
1. Shu Xuan

2. Poon

3. Xuan

THREE JOBS I HAVE HAD IN MY LIFE
1. Student
2. Customer Service Officer
3. admin (BORING!)

THREE PLACES I HAVE LIVED
1. Sengkang
2. Hougang
3. Pulau NTU

THREE TV SHOWS THAT I WATCH
1. 7pm channel8 drama
2. 9 pm channel8 drama
3. 530pm channel8 drama

THREE FAVOURITE CHANNELS
1. Channel8
2. Youtube
3. SCV?

THREE PLACES I WANT TO GO
1. Amsterdam
2. Taiwan
3. NZ

THREE OF MY FAVORITE FOODS
1. Salmon
2. Chocolates
3. ??

THINGS I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO
1. Driving (:
2. 30 Dec 2009
3. Peace

THREE FAVORITE BANDS/SINGERS
1. Angela Zhang
2. Jay Chou
3. any nice songs (:

THREE FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH
1. Tennis
2. Badminton
3. ?

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS
1. Hot Chocolate
2. Milo
3. Soya Bean

THREE FAVOURITE Hang Outs:
1. town
2. Friends’ place, esp Shirin’s [unchanged]
3. my room (:

3 MUST-DOs DAILY
1. listen music
2. watch some teevees
3. talk on phone

THREE “Fs”
1. family
2. friends
3. food

the light from ocean. solace from the heart and mind.

it’s strange how the human operates.

the mind, sometimes i dont even understand my own.

complicated creatures.