the light from ocean. solace from the heart and mind.

it’s strange how the human operates.

the mind, sometimes i dont even understand my own.

complicated creatures.

holidays are here! (:

exams are FINALLY over! (:

some went well some didnt. but guess it will all work out in the end?

cant wait for meet up w heem&co! *misses.

things have been happening in my life, but everything will be fine (:

Pretenders — I’ll Stand By You lyrics

Oh, why you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don’t be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
’cause I’ve seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you
You don’t know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less

I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you

So if you’re mad, get mad
Don’t hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well I’m a lot like you
When you’re standing at the crossroads
And don’t know which path to choose
Let me come along
’cause even if you’re wrong

I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I’ll never desert you
I’ll stand by you

And when…
When the night falls on you, baby
You’re feeling all alone
You won’t be on your own

I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you

I’ll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I’ll never desert you
I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you

the ugly truth

the truth hurts.

sometimes even the closest friend becomes the one that becomes most distant from you. someone whom you think you can confine in actually does such things to you. so then, where does “real” friends fit in now? i dont even know whom i can trust.

frankly speaking, i was truly disappointed in the response that was given. it makes no absolute sense to me why someone whom you think shares happiness and sorrow together with you would say this.

goes to show the stark reality of life.

obviously material things matter more.

 

falling sick now. *sniffs. i’m now wearing jacket in my own room. ahhh. preparing script for presentation. gogogo.

 

11moredaystoexam! (:

exams!

hey ya. sorry, have not been updating much these days.

busy mugging like hell =( exams are inching so close that sometimes i really feel v suffocated.

not to mention how lousy my coursework are.

but oh well, guess this is part and parcel of life. exams have been in our lives since 12years ago! if i can manage it in the past, why not now? (:

so yup, i will pull through this stressful period and hope that those who are as stressed up as me work hard and jiayou too!

*sighs. feel that my life’s pretty screwed up these days. and at times i really ponder about who is the real me. the only constant thing is change, guess we are all changing together with the circumstances. mm.

and oh! i’ll be going to a networking event at one of the biggest investment banks on friday! =D never had this kinda experience, i do hope i will be able to interact well with them and create a good impression of myself! (:

 

take care people!

Pocket full of sunshine

Pocket Full Of Sunshine
Natasha Bedingfield

I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine.
I got a love, and I know that it’s all mine.
Oh.

Do what you want, but you’re never gonna break me.
Sticks and stones are never gonna shake me.
No.

Take me away: A secret place.
A sweet escape: Take me away.

Take me away to better days.
Take me away: A higher place.

I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine.
I got a love, and I know that it’s all mine.
Oh.

Do what you want, but you’re never gonna break me.
Sticks and stones are never gonna shake me.
No.

I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine.
I got a love, and I know that it’s all mine.
Oh.

Wish that you could, but you ain’t gonna own me.
Do anything you can to control me.
Oh, no.

Take me away: A secret place.
A sweet escape: Take me away.

Take me away to better days.
Take me away: A higher place.

There’s a place that I go,

But nobody knows.
Where the rivers flow,
And I call it home.

And there’s no more lies.
In the darkness, there’s light.
And nobody cries.
There’s only butterflies.

Take me away: A secret place.
A sweet escape: Take me away.

Take me away to better days.
Take me away: A higher place.

Take me away: A secret place.
A sweet escape: Take me away.

Take me away to better days.
Take me away: A higher place.

Take me away: A secret place.
To better days take me away.

Take me away to better days.
Take me away: A higher place.

The sun is on my side.
Take me for a ride.
I smile up to the sky.
I know I’ll be all right.

The sun is on my side.
Take me for a ride.
I smile up to the sky.
I know I’ll be all right.

busy busy with school work.right now, have accounting test tmr on my ass, a report to be submitted on thurs and a presentation on thurs. and the best part is the report is not finalised so i will prob go blah blah ah during thurs’ presentation.

next week, busier than ever. aa202 and bf215 report to be submitted. prob gg to chiong projects for the entire next week.

and soon it will be exams

how time flies.

pretty pessimistic bout this sem.

okay, gotta chiong project. wish i can have some more extra time.

and yeah-

happy birthday to my dearest weide (:

what say thou

things have been going crazily for me.

perhaps too crazy.

school’s practically suffocating me.work project tutorials. wth. travelling everyday is such a torture. waking up at 6.15am daily. everything’s wearing me out.

oh ya, i’m in ABC U committee as well.

this sem is really teaching me how to manage time effectively! i know i can survive it (:

went to celebrate yan’s bday yesterday. sorry it wasn much of a celebration just having dinner and catching up with all. but i hope u enjoyed it still! =D

updates!

yox people (:

sorry, have not been updating frequently. but then, there’s nothing much to blog as well. Life’s pretty much the same. omg, i kinda went back to my boring yr1sem1 life. shit. but the difference is perhaps, i’m less hardworking?.. =x spent time doing some wu eh bo eh stuffs.  starting to fear my class participation grade, wonders how on earth am i going to boost it up. it’s like i really cant think of anything to say in class. RARR. either that, or i’m not concentrating in class and when the prof asks some qns related, i’m was like “er.. what?” communication fundamentals aint helping much either. i really want to improve myself and the key is practice. but who am i going to present and present WHAT. =(

seriously lacking behind in studies. mm. and i have a written assignment tmr as well.

this is what procrastination suffices.

this video just brought back countless memories.

this song is nice too! (:

*wherever u are, i just wish you are happy there.

direction direction, come to me!

i just felt so useless all of the sudden. felt that i’m just living each day, day by day. what’s my purpose in life. i dont know. missed the deadlines to sign up for some clubs. where’s my direction, i need to know. wanted to apply for GIP but after consulting the coordinator, i ended up getting more confused than ever and decided to wait for year3.

sighs. i hated the way i handled things.  wth.

i dont wanna study my entire sem away =(

what do i do…

Plain White t- 1,2,3,4

1,2 – 1 2 3 4
give me more lovin then i’ve ever had.
make it all better when i’m feelin sad.
tell me that i’m special even when i know i’m not.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
barely gettin mad,
im so glad i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy,
as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that’s what i’ll do.
i love you.
(i love you)
give me more lovin from the very start.
piece me back together when i fall apart.
tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
best that i’ve had.
im so glad that i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that’s what i’ll do.
i love you.i love you
(i love you)
you make it easy, its easy as 1234
theres only one thing two do three words four you i love you
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
thats what ill do i love you
(i love you)
i love you i love you.
one two three four i love you.
(iloveyou)
i love you
(i love you)

nice song! (: